This is probably one of my favorite songs at the moment.
I know I said I loved You but I'm thinking that I was wrong,
I'm the first to admit that I'm still pretty young,
I never meant to hurt you when I wrote you ten love songs.
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My mind has fucked me over more times than any man could ever know.
Maybe I should give up, Give in. Give up trying to be thin.
Give up and turn into my mother, God knows I love her.
I'm sorry to which ever man should meet my sorry state.
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I will never love a man, cause love and pain go hand in hand, and I cant do it, Again.
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So we stay up late one night, to try and get our problems right,
But I couldn't get into his head just what was going through my mind,
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I've got this friend that sounds just like him,
He's the man I'd leave you for
The man that I just adore, like you.
The same man that turns to me,
and says: "I've got to tell you how you feel,
If God could make the perfect girl for me, it would be you."
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Michael told me not to tell,
how much do you love your fella?
I don't know, more everyday.
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Not in this new romantic way.
I'll always be your first love.
You'll always be my first love
Love,
Kathryn